| wow... i mean that was deep. i really dont even know how to comprehend that. im so glad you are getting help. i just need someone to talk to right now...i need someone to help me understand...i understand but i just dont understand how he could just turn like that. that was a 180 and im speachless. i just dont know what happened for that. sry if im not ready but the life story didnt have to come out just yet. i may be freaked out a bit but im not going to judge you. so dont just go off and treat me like that...plz know im here for you. i may not understand what you have been through or are going through but plz dont shut me out. i know you will never read this but i needed to write. i needed to get this out. |
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| did you ever miss me at all...? |
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| living life on the edge :) |
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| Do dreams tell you things? Is it like something telling you you should do something? Like having unfinished business? i feel like my dreams are trying to tell me that. Being in that house in my dreams feels so real. Seeing his face again feels so real... are they telling me there is more to say? but what is there to say? That I miss him? I miss how it was? I miss what we had? I do...but i don't miss how i was treated. I did not deserve that. Dreams confuse me. I need a book that tells me what they mean, because they have to mean something. Dreams over and over again have to have important meaning to them. I mean why would i be having them over and over again? it happens at least once a week. I am sick of it. Sick of that feeling when i wake up to find out it was a dream. to find out i did not accomplish whatever it is that still needs to be done. i just wish i knew what it was. i need to know. how do i make it go away? i havent even been thinking of the past. I don't know what may have triggered it. Is it just the past haunting me? Does it ever really go away? So many unanswered questions...Seems that's all i am full of these days. |
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| how do you trust anyone when all you have known from everyone are lies? |
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